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I am in metamorphosis, my world has been altered and I exist in my past and present and look forward to my future. Sometimes I get lost in the chaos that is life but still I am managing to learn to live again. This is a look into the inner workings of my mind!

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Blood Work Results

In case you haven't spooken to me lately. Titus is crawling!

The blood work tests are in... My body creates to much insulin and has to, to digest my food. There will come a time when it won't be able to produce the insulin amounts that it does now and I will then have to take insulin shots if I don't get it under control now. The key is what they have been telling me for the last couple of years, diet & exercise. I might be able to get the insulin levels under control if I can lose weight and then my body will no longer produce such high levels, yada yada yada. So effective immediately I have to start doing something. I have started with food but I am so hungry so salads are a must on the menu. Exercise is the hardest challenge. But hopefully I will figure something out.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Bath Time, our favorite time!
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Titus Enjoying a Bath After His Cookie!
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Yummmy Cookie! 8-15-05
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An Outfit that Rob wore for his one year old pictures - this outfit barely fit him I had to tug it on, but we had to get a picture of him in it :)
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Just a Titus Update - August

Titus is officially in 18-24 months! My big guy! He is doing well and learning how to crawl and get around although he has yet to go forward more than a little, he is starting to master backwards! He bit me the other day (Early Sat. Morning?) and left teeth marks! I have tried to get a hold of the lactation department at the hospital because now I can't nurse on one side because it hurts... but have not been able to get in touch with anyone :( I have been hand expressing and trying to air out the wound but I let him nurse still once or twice a day because of build up. I am sad but he has not bitten me since.

Personally... I have been depressed and bored lately! I miss contact with people and I still don't know what to do with Titus most of the time. I sometimes wonder if I am doing him a dis-service by staying at home with him, but things are they way they are. I am trying to join the Mops group as long as they have room for Titus, I'm in. Hoping that will give me some relief. I have been trying to busy myself with projects lately... but I still feel like I am in a fog. Trying to get over it. This too shall pass, at least that is what I kept telling myself.

Well, that is life right now.

-Marcia

New pictures of Titus for August link:
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/sun_babies1999/album?.dir=/79b3&.src=ph&.tok=ph7IQeDBLKXjjFIk

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

This was Funny Enough To me to Blog about

The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!


DANGEROUS: What's for dinner?
SAFER: Can I help you with dinner?
SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner?
ULTRA SAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that?
SAFER: Wow, you look good in brown.
SAFEST: WOW! Look at you!
ULTRA SAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about?
SAFER: Could we be overreacting?
SAFEST: Here's my paycheck.
ULTRA SAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that?
SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left.
SAFEST: Can I get you a glass of wine with that?
ULTRA SAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: What did you do all day?
SAFER: I hope you didn't over-do it today
SAFEST: I've always loved you in that robe!
ULTRA SAFE: Have some more chocolate.

13 Things PMS Stands For
1. Pass My Shotgun
2. Psychotic Mood Shift
3. Perpetual Munching Spree
4. Puffy Mid-Section
5. People Make me Sick
6. Provide Me with Sweets
7. Pardon My Sobbing
8. Pass My Sweatpants
9. Pimples May Surface.
10. Pissy Mood Syndrome
11. Plainly; Men Suck
12. Pack My Stuff
And my favorite one...
13. Potential Murder Suspect